kepale teddy!~♥

♥

~tenkyu~

:)

moge dipermudahkanNya,besok~:)

Allah tengok usaha kan?

sleep well..

:)

......

not every human being can do that right?including me,of course~

12th january2011,please come faster~wanna go home~(T___T)~

KAHWEN!:)

baru2 ni,aku suke bile tengok muke senior aku yang bakal kahwin xlame lg ~bukan maksud aku,sebelum ni,aku xsuke,cume seri wajah die,laen,entah,tiap kali tengok muke die,rase aku pun tumpang gembire...tiap kali tengok,tiap kali tu aku nak tersenyum ngan tanpe sodar dok menggelamun walaupun tahu impossible~hahaha! ~papepon,siyesly,aku betul2 doakan moge die bahagie dengan jodoh die sampai syurga,insyaAllah~:))

*pembuke kate yang xde motif,haha~nak blogging tapi xde tajuk,cume entah kenape baru2 ni aku rase cam ramai pule yang emo2,huk~termasuklah aku..jumaat baru ni,brape ramai ntah yang kene ngn aku,memang bile dh marah xreti nak hengat pape dah,and jumaat baru ni,paling2 TEROK~huk~untuk yang berkenaan,lagi2 groupmate ak,sorry sgt.kot2 kome bace yea~=_="

and untuk mohd nadzuan yahaya,mintak maaf sangat,tau ape yang dibuat mmg memalukan kmu sbg sorg lelaki,and org xdpt nak tarik balik dh,org mintak maaf,sangat~(T_T)

urm,entahlah,marah,nak contol marah,dengar seribu kali pon,nak kawal,susahlah sgt3 lg2 bile setan dh dok lam kepale tu,tutup semua mate,telinga ngn hati~huhu~nak bercakap panjang psl marah pon xberani,byk kali dengar,byk kali dpt nasihat,tp liat sungguh nk halau bile dah datang..dan skang makin menjadi2~:"(
cuma,mungkin bile bace ni,dapat tenangkan diri sikit kot....yela,kdg2 banyak yang kite dengar cume tak kesemuenye sentuh hati kan?

Anas r.a berkata:Nabi bersabda:

Permudahkanlah dan jangan mempersukar dan gembirakanlah dan jangan menggusarkan..(Bukhari,Muslim)

semoge semuanye baik2 buat semua~ameen~:)


p/s:zachot pharma ngan id maseh xlepas2,moge dipermudahkanNya,ameen~:)

ok,cute,smile always everyone!:D

.

she was disgraced by the one she used to trust the most...

cry him a river,he won't notice her anymore as her tears now,is equal to n0thing..

exhausted

24/12

lesson for today:

shut your mouth,zip your lips tight,it's your blog so leave others out of it..




:)~gudnite blog~i love you......

;(

stop menjual ikan plizz,urgh!

syukur!

owh,lupe nak bagitahu,amat suke pesan kat diri sendiri,even kadang2 pas pesan lupe balik~lg2 tym naek darah cm gunung kinabalu~sume2 %$#@$^& kua balik dr mulut and xsedar terlajak mulut,badan binase,dose pon menimbun~=_="~

terbace dan terkene batang hidung yang suke mengomel mcm2,angkat beg berat,mengomel,jalan penat through salji pon bising,dan etc2 yang terkate banyaknye lam mase 1 hari~huuu~=_=""""

papepon,alhamdulillah harini semuanye berjalan lancar,alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah~4 more to go,and pharma and id yang amat.....susah untuk dapatkn zachoot itu~hu~harap2 bjaye lepaslah sem ni!!!amin~:)~dok tgok the killers dr td xhabes2,tataw apepsl,pdhl cite tu best je snanye,huhuhuk~ok,dah dekat nk pulang ni,suddenly rase sedeh ngn epi,camp02~huhuhuhuk~ngan nafsu shopping yang meluap2 menjelma!hahahaha!nvm2,papepon,stay fit everyone and be happy!:)

sedare mare~:)

aha,jujurnye,i'm a not a fan of kids and they somehow never liked me~buhuhuhuhu~tapi papepon depe mmg comeyll kan?salah sendiri xde bakat ibu2 mithali,hahaha,kekok amat yang xmmpu disembunyikan oleh sebarang ape teknik lakonan yang wujud d muke bumi ini,hahaha~(T_T)~sje nk promo adik2 sedare ni  yang sungguhlah comeyl~xsabaq nk jupe depe cuti nt!hee~

btw,harini sgtlah memerah keringat,pergi balik kelas 2 hours and ade kat kelas urmmm let say...10 minutes?huhuhuk~tp xpe,dpat zachoooooot and the mark was unexpected,la jarang2 pamer muke kat kelas,xamek exam,tenkyuuu cikgu!!:))))

nway,besok 2 more zachoots to go!ganbatte minna!:)

~ Dan sesiapa yang menjadikan Allah dan rasulnya serta orang-orang yang beriman itu penolongnya (maka berjayalah dia), kerana sesungguhnya golongan (yang berpegang kepada ugama) Allah, itulah yang tetap menang [5:56] ~

countdown sikit: 22days yang bakal berlalu pantas~:)

fullstop.

don't blame others while you are the one who refuse to put an end to it~

so,stop complaining and accept the consequences of your own choice~

~reminder to nabilahzawahid~

love this one btw:

"we are all like eggs-fragile and full with possibilities. but unless we come out of our shells,we will remain eggs"

goodnight again~:)

snowy nite~:))

someday,everything will make perfect sense,so for now,laugh at the confusion,smile through the tears,and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason~






be happy everyone,goodnyte~:)

kembong!~haha!

let's make a comparison,who will actually win the pipi kemb0ng test?

hahaha,obviously i need no effort at all,they are naturally balloon-shaped like and am pr0ud of them!~hahahaha!

p/s: my to-do lists before going back home which is on 12th january 2011~:D 

1. zachot informatika -monday
2.  id-g kelas jela,xmmpu amek colloq ag -monday                                                                    
3. pharma 3rd colloq,kalau berjaye cover sume walaupon cm sgt impossible~huhu -monday
4.  zachot patanat - wednesday
5.  zachot mikrob-mcq final -wednesday
6. zachot ruski~thursday
7. kalau senin x wat farmaco,i'll do it on friday perhaps
8. zachot patphys-saturday

and from 27/12-31/12~will try to settle my 4rd colloq of pharmaco and id colloq~and get zachots for both of them~hectic days!huih!wish me luck people!doakan moge dipermudahkan segala urusan and ingat manusia hanya mampu merancang dan usaha sehabes baek yang termampu,tapi semuanya Dia yang tentukan,so prepare for the worst and d0 ur very best!!!

and beyh,had great time tadi!thanxie mr typ0!~:)))

                    

:))))))))))

can i have all of these puh-leeeeez????heeeeee~:D

OK,gile kejap,malas blajar~hahaha!~

:)

riot vs colloq~

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,

I'll sail the world to find you

If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,

I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of

What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3

I'll be there

And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2

And you'll be there

Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh,Yeah,Yeah

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep

I'll sing a song beside you

And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me

Everyday I will remind you

Ooohhh

Find out what we're made of

What we are called to help our friends in need

l

You can count on me like 1 2 3

I'll be there

And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2

And you'll be there

Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh,Yeah,Yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry

I'll never let go

Never say goodbye

You know

You can count on me like 1 2 3

I'll be there

And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2

And you'll be there

Cause that's what frïends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh,Yeah,Yeah

You can count on me cause I can count on you

ps:and that's what you and me are supposed to do toooo beyh~;)

with all the chaos that might cause troubles tomorrow,let's pray to God so that He will keep us safe from those small-minded people~iA,niat yang baik akan dipermudahkan~do hope the class will be cancelled act,freaky kot!huhu~anyway,good luck my dear frens for colloq besok~wish u all da best!:)

~

biarlah celah jari tak punya tempat untuk sesiapa~

lagi mudah kan?

tak perlu serabutkan hidup sape2...
tak perlu hilangkan mood sape2...
tak perlu sakitkan sapa2 lagi....

baik duduk diam di bangku simpanan...

suke!~:D

"Manusia Hawa diciptakan dari rusuk manusia Adam,bukan dari kepalanya

utk dijunjung diatasnya,bukan pula dari kakinya untuk dijadikan

alasnya, tetapi disisnya utk dijadikan teman hidupnya,dekat pada

lengannya utk dilindungi & dekat dihatinya utk dicintai"" 

10 kali baca pun,10 kali jua jatuh hati~:)

p/s: off to malam aspirasi soon..hope everything will flow smoothly and as planned,amin~moge urusan kwn2 yang kerja kuat dipermudahkan~:)~and cant wait for the first performance~bahahahhaha!~

cepat pliz~

got my ticket home already,and all i have to do is 

WAIT~

dear time,please go faster,my dear timah said that i'm going crazy already~

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu~

p/s: can i take you home with me pliz encik n~(T_T)

:)))

themoscownews said that due to the extremely cold weather that occasionally descend moscow at this time of year,people should have a big meal before going outside as it is said a half-empty stomach will make u more prone to feel the effect of extreme weather..ho3..or should i say,winter means you should get yourself more fat under ur skin,and if u never have any intention to do such ridiculous thing,urm,on purpose i mean,surprisingly,u'll find yourself stuck with food for most of the time,and there's nothing that can stop you filling up your belly with snacks,crackers,and chocs and etc...i have experience of that for 3 years already and seriously,

 winter=eat a lot=sleep more=get your belly and butt more fat!!!

well,we can't control everything rite? and rising up the value of your weight scale during zima is completely one of them~and p/s: i'm eating meggi tomyam pade jam 12.00 a.m,see,i'm not lying rite?:p~heee~

and the quote above shall be great to ponder kan?:)~be happy everyone!~

spread ur arms and fly~:)

"A hug is a form of physical intimacy, not necessarily sexual, that usually involves closing or holding the arms around another person or group of persons. The hug is one of the most common human signs of love and affection, along with kissing. Unlike some other forms of physical intimacy, it is practiced publicly and privately without stigma in many countries, religions and cultures, within families, and also across age and gender lines.

Sometimes, hugs are a romantic exchange. Hugs may also be exchanged as a sign of support and comfort. A hug can be a demonstration of affection and emotional warmth, sometimes arising out of joy or happiness at meeting someone.

Hugs are mostly short and used to show many levels of affection. It is not particular to human beings alone, as there are many species of animals that engage in similar exchanges of warmth."

for me,a big hug is a sign of a big love towards each other,and somehow it can act as an antidepressant or hypnotic drug so that people don't even need  to consume morphines or take high doses of  imipramine or whatsoever drugs which may lead you to physical dependence and all those late symptoms which may cause you death in the end,and plus,you don't even need to ask your boyfriend to buy dozens of teddy bears or penyu or bantal love2 to keep you a company while having trouble sleeping alone, because a big,warm hug definitely can settle everything for a few minutes,perhaps half an hour?

being hugged sounds great rite?it really is,but for me,let's say it's a weird kind of action which is rarely happen in my life and i barely can remember the last time i was being hugged,what i mean is receiving the huge,biiiiig hug~huhuhuk~and after 21 years being a girl,a woman perhaps rite now,i can make a statement that hugging someone or being hugged makes me feel awkward somehow~sounds so pathetic rite?but it's how i live my life,and am getting used to it~:)

but then,still,being hugged should feel really nice rite?~

adik~

adik,choose which one nak...n aku rase bek beli kat malaysia ok?sini mahal 30 ringgit~hahaahahahaha~
aku rase oren lawo ag,semart habes!~;D

tahun baru~1432~:)

1Muharram1432~

datang ngan macam2 bende y nak jadi,sakit setiap bulan menyerang dikale kelas y jauh~terhantuk kepale kat fire extinguisher,jatuh tangge sebab licin amat~huk~smpai umah,dh terkulai layu d tasek madu~huhuk~dalam2 in pain,tibe2 ade org pesan,Tuhan nak cuci dosa tu,dosa y melambak3~lagi2 awal2 tahun ni kan~:)))

lupe2,my kakak usrah nak kawen cuti winter ni~hi3~happy for her,siyesly!~moge depa bahagie smpai ke syurga~ameeeen~

"Di antara tanda-tanda kekuasaan Allah,Dia menciptakan untukmu isteri-isteri dari jenismu sendiri,supaya kamu berasa cenderung dan merasa tenteram kepadanya dan diciptakan antara kamu rasa kasih dan sayang"

(Ar Rum,21)~:)

*tym bace ayat ni,tertanya2 diri sendiri,mampu ke nak jd penenang bg orang lain sedangkan diri sendiri emo berlebey2~hohoho~=_="~xadapek la den nak kawen begini rope~hahaha!

suke pule~jom ramai2~:)))

:)+:(

being home means i can meet all of these people who will always love me for who i am~:))))

and especially mak who i want to spend hours with you,crying..just wanna let all the tears away with you in a deep silence~:")...and of course,nak makan mak masak!!!!sgt3!!!~hehehehe~

but it also means i am going to be away from you dear for thousand miles for a month~

really sorry for not being able to spend the hols with you~and during ur BIG day~

huhuhu~

hope u'll have great time here~sorry again beyh~really do~

away~

going back to malaysia for winter,yup,i am~

maybe you need a good rest away from me,a troublesome who never failed herself making you feel worse,reaching the peak of your anger,punching the wall with disappointments...
i hurt you a lot in many ways,i did and will always be,no matter how much i reluctant to do so..
it's part of me,being me,and it's me..
yes,i'm a pessimist,you've told me so~and for the three years knowing me,you still think the same~
and i'm sorry for being this way~have a good time without me around,i wish you will,i really do want you have a month being happy without me,take care~

semut hitam

waited for my lovely Bonda for 4hours,and she didn't come at all~huk~and we had to wait until yeeneekeva*uuups~dun know how to spell her name,sorry~hukhuk~,urm,haa until she finished teaching her class and luckily,alhamdulillah,we managed to settle our postponed colloq~and went straight away to planeta sushi,and had an awesome dinner~:)

and now,i'm planning how to spend the rest of my winter holiday in czech or malaysia~kuikui~poning den dok pikiyaq~hopefully,things will go as smooth as a flowing river~hahaha!

"hati yang ikhlas itu tidak akan perasan dengan pujian,tidak akan terkesan dengan kejian atau cercaan,kerana Hati itu tahu pandangan sipa yang perlu diutamakan"~

tibe2 kan?haha,senanye mmg xlyk nk ckp psl ni,sbb diri jarang pon buat,tapi sbb terbace tadi dan mggu lepas pon ade bincang psl ni tym usrah,rase cm nk share sikit sebanyak y dapat ngn ingatkn dri y nyanyok mcm nenek tue ni!hahaha!

bercakap pasal ikhlas,satu benda yang konpem terlintas kat fikiran ialah:
"ikhlas itu ibarat semut hitam,atas batu hitam,pada waktu malam"~maksudnye,ikhlas tu sangat susah untuk kita nampak kn?sume dok pakat itam,manelah nk nampok ha..sgt susah untuk kita putuskan samaada kita betul2 ikhlas tak bila tolong kawan kita,ikhlas ke kita tym tolong mak basuh pinggan?paling penting susahnya kita nak tahu samaada betul2 ikhlas ke kita mase kita sembahyang,dari mula kita angkat takbir sampai ke sujud kita untuk Dia~ikhlas ke kita?tertanya diri sendiri,and nak ingatkan diri sendiri n kwn2 skali~hehe~teringat minggu lepas,kak nab ade cakap, nak jaga ihklas ade beberapa cara:

1)niat sebab Allah
2)ikot jalan Allah
3)pape masalah,serah pada Dia
4)dan sentiasa harap pada balasNya~

dan mesti,jgn selalu complaint!!!!~=_="~susah nak buat ni kan,xpe,manusia tu tak perfect dan kita selalu lupa,tapi kita still boleh berubah kan,dan sll ingatkan diri kita~Quran kan ade,kawan2 yang baik2 kan ada~insyaAllah,kalu kita nak,kita usaha,insyaAllah Tuhan akan tolong kan~usaha!usaha!usaha!jgn lupe ye!

and nabilah zawahid,pliz jgn cepat kocik ati,berlapang dade jom,jom2!~:")

:)

 

with the freaking cold weather outside,i conclude that being here in Moscow is somehow a huge challenge for me~and should i say,in toooo many ways~abundant problems which might put me in the state of having mental illness,physical pain and depression of emotions....for the quote above,i believe that i am in that situation right now but the difference is i am still trying to adapt with the only choice that i have which is being STRONG!~

and it will always be included in my doa each time i have date with HIM~may He gives us the strength for whatever obstacles that might cause us being in pain or covered with tears as i believe everything has it's own reason~have faith in Him eveyone!:)~gudnite!salam!

pembetulan

 just read this,and in a confusion state,so please try to find the right dalil about it,because i have no interest to know anything about it anymore~be happy everyone~


"dalil yang sebenarnya, apabila jejaka menyampaikan hasratnya kepada ibu bapa gadis dan disetujui oleh mereka, maka termaktublah gadis tersebut sudah bertunang.

Bukan gadis yang menerimanya, tapi WALI kepada gadis tersebut. Ikut sunnah Rasulullah s.a.w, sunat ab’ad, mesti disertakan dengan cincin.Harap anda dapat betulkan kenyataan anda kerana artikel anda"


sila baca ini~ sekian,tenkyu~

nafas aku milikMu~

breathing....

i believe that sometimes ignorance can become a bliss

:)

for whatever that might happen,i give the rest of my life for you dear God~because You own mine~

sungguh Kau sebaik-baik pengatur~

dan aku pohon Kau bantu aku supaya tak lupa tentang ini~

rindu mak,rindu ayah,rindu adik2~