...

for 3 more years left~

dear God,give me the strength to face this pain~

it hurts me a lot,in every ways~

You know what's best for me...

please give me the courage,

help me to believe...

ameen~

love

the best thing about you is i just can be who i am with you~

love~

 syg ko sgt!

ukhuwah fillah~

:)

jumaat~

membuat tahi mata smpai jam 12 tghari hari ini~bertuah sungguh kan?hokhokhok~dah segar kembali~

tgok glee 7 episod,marathon satu harini,tentu anda tertanya2 bagaimana sy boleh spent my days that way,the answer is saya ponteng semua kelas harini,wohohohohoho~rekod berani mati ponteng farmaco~=_="

papepon,sye berase segar harini,sbb tdo byk?sbb tgok byk glee?atau sye cube legakan hati harini?

atau Dia sayangkan saya,xnak bg merapu2 lame2~:')

untuk apa2 sebab yang buat saye kembali segar,alhamdulillah~penting berase segar untuk mendapatkan hari yang bahagie~dan penting untuk buka buku kembali,menelaah setelah bercuti 3 hari tanpe sentuh buku~bahahahaha~:):):)

dan2 just nak share td terbace,tersentuh la jugak ha~

"for everything you have missed, you have gained something else,

and for everything you gain,you lose something else.."

well,it is about your outlook towards life.You can either regret or rejoice...:))))

btw,can i have all of these????????????

heeeeeheeeeeheeeee~

comey kan?

lovelovelove~

:)

gile.

my inferiority complex~

it's enough having it with others~i don't expect it with you~

i'm going crazy,seriously~

winter boot~

we tend to hope for the best,

we tend to wish that everything will be just as perfect as we wished,

we tend to love people who will always be there for us...

but,the truth is do we ever really prepare ourselves for the fact that things might come out vice versa?

the fact that snow is here again and me,ended up buying pig-skinned winter boot just now is frustrating~

(T_T)

p/s:budak nakal plus pemalas y mengade xnk amek colloq jumaat ni sbb mls nk stadi sdg mengahbiskn mse terluang dengan marathon gossip girls,s4 and glee,s2~weeeeeheeeeeee~:p

from paris,with ♥~

because of you,half of the time,i don't even know,i'm smiling~

:)

thank you~

♥

:"(

~and now,i really need someone by my side~

(T___T)

:"(

syg korg!

p/s: lupe nak tunjuk gmbar2 ukhti2 kat kahov~tym takbir malam raya rtu~hi3~:)
lovelovelove~mmuahhhxxxs~<3

deathly hallows~:"(

......السلام عليكم

i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeed to watch this as soon as possible!

siyesly,the fact that I have to wait for at least a month to download it is killing me!

(T__T)

i'm huge fan!

or to be more precise,

a die-hard fan!

HP is honto ni part of my life~

jom beyh,tengok movie~(T_T)

p/s:

hidup,alhamdulillah,baik2 aje,walaupun kurang teratur perjalanan,still boley keep on the track,alhamdulillah~sape kate xboley kl kite betul2 usaha nak kan?sebab yang kite kena yakin ialah semuanya kat tangan Dia~and failure will be sweeter once u tawakal kat Dia~:))))

bersyukur dengan hidup~penuhi dgn senyuman~insyaAllah~segalanya akan baik2 aje~

~kdg2 terpikir perlu kurangkan masa tido,huk~sbb amat perlukan at least 7 jam tdo malam~xtermasuk tdoq siang~huk~xmampu lagi,siyes xcukup tidoq yang best,tdo byk kl xbest pon,xpuas kan~huhu~

ye,saye ngaku,sye hantu tido~haha!:)))))ok,nak masuk tdoq dlu,nyteeeeeeee!~

salam raya~

selesai bertakbir bersama sisters kahov,had a nice sketsa dr warga furqan ngn spartiv,hehe,depe sooooooooooooo cute!!!:))))~

alhamdulillah~raya kat perantauan pon boley sambut dgn penuh rase syukur..

kadang-kadang,dapat raya jauh dr keluarga,tempat kebiasaan kita buat kita terasa lebih syukur dengan kehadiran hari kemenangan tu sendiri kan...

mungkin cara berbeza,tapi mungkin perbezaan tu dapat buat kita rasa lebih dekat dengan Dia,siapa tahu kan?

yang pasti,He knows the best untuk kita~:)

buat semua,salam aiduladha...

tema kali ni:untuk pupuk rasa cinta akan Dia dan rela berkorban,mari belajar kenal Dia~:)

p/s:tibe2 cam terbau2 nasik minyak wajib mak msk hari raye kurban,masuk tahun ni,dah 3 tahun x merasa di pagi raye~rndu semua kat umah~mmmuahhhss3!!:")

.

when you've tried your very best out of your very poor state of mind and emotions,but in the end,it equals to nothing~
it is too painful to hear it from you,i'm sorry...

and i'm sorry if everything seems to be like i'm giving up on you~
i'm sorry for lacking of everything that u need~

me,stuck in reverse~

neither money nor chocolates can replace this feeling~:")

lega lepas mengadu pada Dia~

tahan sebak,terasa lemah kaki tatkala sujud sendiri dalam gelap senja pohon kekuatan..

lega lepas sembang ngn mak,ayah,inah,adik almost sejam walaupun 2 kali putus~hehe,untuk usaha kalian buat sye senyum dengan lawak2 pelik antarabangse,haha,sebak kembali,rase sgt disayangi~

pesan mak di fb: "Salam, Nabilah, belajor betul2 ya...mok doakan berjaya....jangan putus asa..usaha lagi...",

amat buat air mata makin terdesak untuk menitis..

dan rasa lega lepas had a talk with you when i really need it the most~5 minutes meant a LOT to me dear~

for saying "keep doing this :):p:D;)~"u made me smile smpai pipi cramp~tenkyuuuuu~:")))

untuk perasaan disayangi ini,terima kasih semua,alhamdulillah~

lovelovelove korg,sgt,smpai bile2!!!

:")

dapat..terus...

....السلام عليكم

regarding to my previous post...

which my statement goes this way...
 "now,i want to believe that everything happens for a reason or perhaps many~"


i failed my pharmaco paper badly,i just knew the result today,and as far as it goes,maybe i'm the only one out of hundreds who failed it~Dia uji selang beberapa jam dari post semalam,mahu lihat aku buktikan aku pegang dengan kata-kata aku atau tak~dan Tuhan,meskipun susah untuk terima kegagalan itu kerana aku amat lemah~aku temui kekuatan dari kebiasaan yang pernah aku lalui~tiada air mata,tiada rasa terlalu kecewa,sedikit sedih mungkin,sedikit frust pasti,namun aku masih mampu rasional~


alhamdulillah~


untuk seterusnya~colloqs2 yang bakal menjelma bersame2 colloq yang belom setel dan colloq yang perlu direpeat~aku pohon kekuataan dariMu,aku pohon kesabaran dariMu~moga Kau permudahkan perjalananku~ameen~


*maseh mampu senyum~tenkyu utk awak y berkenaan jue~♥
*sy dpt 2 parcel harini dr rumah,7 bungkus megi???hehehe~botaklah kepale sye~:p

:)))

....السلام عليكم


being at home today for the same reason that i can't help facing it~(T_T)~
i tend to live the life here by following the flows and the schedules...
i tend to have the aim,the reason for being here only for a certain,short moment and next,without realizing,it is gone...again......
i tend to complaint on everything~
and,
these just go on and on like a circle~and i tend to get lost...


now,
i want to believe that everything happens for a reason or perhaps many~
i want to believe that people around me do love me with the best of their hearts~
i want to believe that i am not alone~
i want to believe that i can smile freely for a day without a problem~


after all,if we don't live our lives to the fullest,who will,right?hehehe~life is too short to be wasted on tears and anger~fill it with love and smiles,then you'll have the sweetest dreams each night~


p/s:some updates: 

• GMG aka girls mega games was AWESOME!hehe,never regret the decision to participate as the memories will stay in heart forever~:)
• and looooooooooooooooooooook at those cupcakes below,hikhikhik~siyesly i thought they were from a stalker of mine,agagagagaga!perasan gile kan?=_="~hahaha!coz there's a word sayang there and no one ever called me syg except him**and dye xbg pon katenye~hahaha~tired of being perasan having a stalker,suddenly radhi said that they were from her, heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~seriously,malu je sbb i knew she heard me talking about "the stalker",agagaga!~:p~but dear,thanxxxx sgt2,hehe,hilang kempunanku~6 biji mmg susah utk dihabeskn,two more to go!yoshie!!!:D~lovelovelove ya!mmmuaaahhssss!!!
• ha,lupe,got the 2nd best group for GMG!hikhik~gO2 ORANGE JUICE!*the name of the group~niceeee kan?hehe~

hurm,untuk semua nikmat yang Tuhan bagi pada aku,aku rasa amat malu untuk rungutkan lagi ketidaksempurnaan yang hanya pada pandangan mata aku.aku yang tak pernah rasa cukup,rasa puas ni~

~alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah~

terimakasih Tuhan untuk semuanya~Kau tahu yang terbaik untuk aku~

:)

bintang~

untuk semua yang tersayang,yang sll ade for me,

i love you all so much!!!

terima kasih Tuhan,hadirkan mereka dalam hidupku~
syukur~
:)

p/s:saye banyak tersenyum harini,sye byk ketawa hari ini,sy gembira hari ini~
moge besok jue begitu~
ameen~
:)

shining stars~

"Bila ALLAH makbulkan d0amu, maka DIA menyayangimu, bila DIA lambat makbulkan d0amu, maka DIA ingin mengujimu, bila DIA tidak makbulkan d0amu, maka DIA merancang sesuatu yang terbaik untukmu. 0leh itu, sentiasalah bersangka baik pada ALLAH dalam apa jua keadaan...kerana kasih sayang ALLAH itu mendahului kemurkaanNya....."

semuenya ade hikmah,believe in it,have faith in Him~and все будет хорошо...:))))

p/s: beyh,terime kasih~again~you know how appreciate your existance~:")

distance is not an excuse~

to miss zawani rusli~

walaupun belum pernah kite bersua mate ke mate,

walaupun wani belum pernah bello dakap,

walaupun suara wani belom pernah bello dengar,

bello nak cakap,terima kasih sangat untuk sayang wani kat bello~

rasa dekat sangat meski jarak beribu batu,

our friendship will be one of the best treasure in my life~

tenkyu syg,

love you sgt!!!!!

gudluck for upcoming exams,moga Allah permudahkan jalan buat wani,

ameen~

:)

....

 PAIN is another word of HOPE

~gudnite~

:"(

cuppa

isk,somehow i begin to hate this site~the ONLY reason is,

i want them so bad! 

isk..

the "rainbows and clouds" cupcakes???

both are my smiling stimulators,

urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!~amat jealous!nak!!! 

huhuhuhu~

(T___________T)

xnk update the blog nymore~huhu~


n plus,the order for this week is closed,
xly nk sedey lg dh,
bye~