masalah otak

i might say this for so many times this week,but here you go again,sincerely,i'm growing so much hatred for ophtal,so hard to handle so that i've made up my mind dat i'll boil the book and make a good juice out of it instead...urghh!mcq was so hard and plus,will have to answer with the "nicest" teacher this tuesday,incase i pass the mcq lah,kl x,lingkup la~

all the diseases seem so similar and now,am having so much difficulties to differ them~

wish me luck people,i think my brain is definitely still on it's hibernation period after my topan finished last month.seriously,it doesn't even want to work anymore!=_="

p/s:it's zulhijjah now,and let's treasure the first ten days of it!:)

modern fam!:D

it's all about accepting people that you love just the way they are and improving yourself  for the sake of their happiness!great series anyhow,highly recommended by me,ahaks!

and lily,the gays' baby *adopted of course * is just way too adorable,kdg2 aku pon confuse baby betul ke mainan,sbb siyes diam gile,xgerak,xnangis,xbuat ape~hahaha!but still,comeyll!:)

overall cite ni mmg best cm how i met your mother gitu!:p

p/s: btw,mcq ophtal seriously susah,huk,maybe sbb aku dok pi tengok cite ni even mlm before exam and 2series pagi before p amek exm,hahaha!*matilah aku selase ni,cm xpass je,haih*

..

i should never get involved.

i should never get involved.

i should never get involved.

i should never get involved.

i should never get involved.

i should never get involved.

i should never get involved.

i should never get involved.

i should never get involved.

i should never get involved.

i should never get involved.

stupid me,like always.

bola bola api~:p

tang yuan





looks so nyums!soon will try doing it!:p

kacak~:p

jam cantik tu....hehehe~:p~thanks dear for today,it has been a great day!:)

long legs!:p

best ni wat pelok malam2 kan tym sejuk2!:p

p/s: sonok bile dpt buat org len happy!it feels great!:)

update~

keep on blooming and make me happy little flowers..:)

being so happy at this moment and for that thank you Allah~:)

:))

you might not hear sweet words of how sweet,charming,kind,good hearted ,lovable,etc2 you are to me,

because the truth is you are just way beyond that,

you are just simply amazing~

:)

sakit rumah?

bile kite dah duduk jauh dari rumah ni,hati senang sgtlah nak homesick kan...kl aku la,plg sll homesick kl tym hari hujan,sejuk,pstu jalan balik sorg2,or kene kuar umah pg2 tym gelap,angin kuat cm ombak tsunami~haha!siyes,tym2 tuh mmg cm nak nangis,knapelah aku kene jalan tgh2 snow ni,sorg2,lah kiri kanan org rambut perang,hidung mancung,mule lah nak balikkkkkk!huhu~

ckp psl homesick,1st tym aku start kenal word ni tym nak masuk form4..1st tym aku dok separate ngn makayah,before ni dok bwh ketiak mak je,sekolah mak anta,balik mak amek,bile nk msuk f4 tuh,family aku kene pindah kajang,so nk taknak tpkselah aku masuk hostel skolah aku kat kuantan tu (SMART namenye)~hehehe~hari2 kot aku kol umah,lam kelas nangis,tym rehat cpt2 kol,nanges2 nak balik~huhuhu~malu je igt balik...xsmpai sebulan,tup2 ak dpt offer msuk sbp,n ap y lg best,satu skolah ngn adik aku,hahahaha,pastu mmg dh xd lgsung la sindrom homesick2 ni,terus "tuff" kot!hahaha!

org ckp home is where our heart is kan?mmglah,sbb harte karun plg mahal kot ade~hehe~so treasure them as long they are still with us,syg sepenuh hati sbb ape2 pon jadi,jauh mane pon kite p,last2 kat dorg jugak kite nak balik kan?sbb without them,sumenye will never complete~:)

bekal!:)

the best lauk ayam ever in 2 months!i guess i can't get married yet.your cooking skills are far way better than mine,haha,malu2~:p

btw,thanks so much for the warm food,sodap sgt,terharu den~

:)

anyway,

dear you,

let's not lose each other ever ok?
:)

the gift

if i'm not mistaken,as far as my mind could rewind back all the memories that have been saved in it,these small creatures never show any attractions to me,as i never really did the same.haha,such a cold hearted person.haha.well,not this time i guess.the later part is changing slowly since my 3 weeks of learning obs as my latest cycle.oh,and not to forget,my sensitivity towards them certainly remarks a great increase especially when  i see a baby being successfully delivered,and watching the tears of the happy mothers,haha,you know how it feels kan?:p

well,i'm being really honest here.i'm not a sensitive,motherly type of girl but for me they are so beautiful,and having them as part of your life is the biggest bless.treat them with all of your love,not slashing them up with knife.how irresponsible a human being called woman can be.i read the news in fb just now.marah gile kot.hu.have some love people,and use ur brain!*sigh

hate is easy,love certainly takes courage

p/s:missing home

*sigh*

(T__T)

kalanchoe calandiva

malas nak edit,it's my new baby to care btw~:)

stay healthy,and make me happy,i'll look after you with all my best!promise!:)

happy anniversary!

just got back from class,5 hours of ophthalmology was seriously tiring and killing my brain~

and guess what,my annual routine just took place again,and today was when i just got out of the metro.

seriously,when you got yourself punched by a male stranger soo many times,there is just nothing left to feel.

i just walked away emotionless like there was nothing happened to me.i was hit,on my arm,by a big guy,i dont think he's a russian,and the punch was quite hard,i guess some of the crowd stopped by and looking surprised,hahaha,famous enough to get noticed?

well,i guess my endurance for pain has been developing so well here,or maybe my heartache just too dominant enough to erase other sensations?

a happy day!

this beautiful life that i have with soo many precious people around me,i shall cherish each and every moment and make the best out of it.

and nabilah zawahid,for every reason that lies in everything that happens,just believe that Allah know the BEST and for that dear heart,bersabar dan bersyukurlah.

(^^,)

remember this wallet in previous post,i got it today!thanks to you mr u-know-who-u-are~:)))

LOVE IT SOO MUCH!

thanks for the payung the other day~and for your willingness to wear that raincoat instead of letting me get soaked up by the rain :")

home versi 2

tiap tahun aku cakap:

" aku xnak balik Malaysia winter neh,aku nak gi jalan2 serate europe,bile lagi,pasni balik malaysia bukannye konpem duit byk bertambun2 boley nk bersiar2,ntah mase ade ke idok pon tak konpem.balik Malaysia buat ape?melangut kat rumah,gemok pastu tup2,balik moscow balik bersame few kilos yang melekat kemas,xterbuang"

but bile tibe waktu2 ni,autumn yang cantik dah mule hilang,jalan mule becak dengan hujan yang turun xhenti2 menyambut kedatangan salji,mule lah hati resah gelisah,teringat kat rumah,bosan dok sorg2 kat sini,etc2~haih~aku rase ntah tibe2 aku terbeli tiket qatar yang murah xsampai 2ribu ringgit pergi balik malaysia tu,who knows kan,when everything just a mess,home is always the best solution,at least,for me~
lagi2 skang depe dok sibuk2 nak pindah rumah baru,rumah sendiri tu lepas bertahun2 menyewe kat kajang~phewwww~:)

anyhow,best gile dpt ckp ngn my bestie forever gtu,si timoh!rase hlg sgale tension wlaupon xd lah tension ats dsr2 yang bagus n boley dterime akal pon~hahaha~nak pecah perut aku gelak,haha,xsabaq nak pi lawat dye,iA~

k,melalut byk,bye,salam~:)

home-micheal buble

To us, family means putting your arms around each other and being there.  ~Barbara Bush

(T__T)

"I've been thinking hard lately and I think I might have to break up with my fiancee. She's only 25, but she seems to be hospitalized about twice a year with some kind of dangerous infection.

I love her, but I'm scared of the idea that our future kids won't even get a childhood because she'll be in and out of the hospital all the time. If her health is declining now, how will she be at 40?

I feel like a bastard for thinking of abandoning her. In a world full of backstabbers and thieves, it's rare to find someone as genuinely honest and kind as her, not to mention our personalities are such a great match. 

I guess "soulmate" is the word.

But I don't want to spend my life taking care of someone medically."

 Mr X

What will you do when you love this person from the bottom of your heart and you come to know that he/she is suffering from a life threatening disease and will not survive longer. He/she will of course refuse to marry you if they love you but will YOU marry him/her knowing that you will be left alone very soon? 

this question keeps on popping in my mind over and over again since last two days when my chest pain appeared suddenly.haih.(T___T)

postiteveryday

when it is never meant for you,it will just go wrong in every way.

woke up in pain,cried in class and now,still in pain,i guess my heart just can't make it any longer.

:)

caramel cappucino+river island bag=life is beautiful,isn't it?:)

love!

i guess,my love for bags will never end,hehehehe~

and for whoever my future husband is,just bear with it yea~:p











*in search for a nice wallet,and i guess i found it already in accessorize*:D

post topan,pre pain

for the result i had today,alhamdulillah~for all His blessings,alhamdulillah~

finishing my topan (topography anatomy) exam means no more sufferings as far as the subject itself received everyone's approval as the hardest one ever~hahaha!frankly,i'm on my honeymoon starting from today!yippie!:)))~will be missing prof nikolaev,so much,he's the best teacher ever,and all my respect goes to him,since he taught us with all his heart.

anyhow,on the other side,i'll have to bear separation,again.sigh.it's hard,and when my insecurities strike,i'm just giving up.the bitter fact is i have nothing to offer.for that,i know there's no room for me to complaint.if only i can block my brain from thinking that losing is the only possible thing that will happen,i'll do anything.seriously.mental depression will start soon,and frankly i rather face bundles of topan's notes than getting hurt day by day.sigh.

for tomorrow and the days afterwards,i should start searching for a big supply of happy pills i guess.sigh.(3rd time here)

for acting this way,now and onwards,really am sorry.

.......

iklan,

neway,even mase cm lgsung xcukup kali ni,hadapkan ape sje besok dengan senyuman,

and believe in Him,

yosh!

:)