attention!

;(

ignorance is a bliss?

*rewriting this~urgh!

p/s: emo faggots everywhere,lemas,lemas,lemas!dan terima kasih,penyakit telah merebak pada aku!~

kegembiraan~:)

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله و بركاته

baru-baru ni rasa masa berlalu terlalu pantas,pejam celik,pejam celik,dah cecah penghujung april,finals dah dekat,jadual pon dh keluar~rasa macam tak berkemampuan nak cover segalanya dalam masa sebulan?(tolak tambah)~moga Tuhan beri kekuatan~semalam,hari ulang tahun wadi,yup,kami ke chilis spt gambar di bawah,jujur,sangat seronok!hehe~aku punya teman-teman hidup yang terbaik disini,aku sayang semuanya~:)

mak cakap rumah baru kami di pajam,negeri sembilan sudah siap,hanya tunggu kunci saja~tak sabar aku,hehe~insyaAllah pulang kali ini,berlindung di bawah atap yang baru nampaknya~:)

hari-hari di bumi moscow ni dah semakin terang dan terik,kadang2 aku terfikir untuk cipta alat menyerap peluh dari satu badan,haha,ye,aku berpeluh dengan kuantiti yang amat banyak,terlebih testosterone mungkin,haha~dan tadi,aku lepas test id aku~alhamudillah,Tuhan permudahkan semudah-mudahnya buat aku,syukur aku panjatkan padaMu Tuhan~:)

7 ke 9hb mei ini,aku bakal ke tempat asing,jauh dari moscow,hehe,insyaAllah~tak sabar aku,moga perjalanan aku ke sana ada hikmahnya,insyaAllah~aku percaya segalanya jika niat untuk Dia pasti takkan sia-sia~:)

buat masa ini,aku rasa dengan kesuntukan masa yang aku ada,mungkin aku perlu pandu diri aku dengan jadual mungkin?hurm,doa segalanya baik2 sahaja~bak kata sahabat karib aku,hadapkan sahaja apa yang Dia hidangkan~percaya dan yakin,semuanya yang terbaik untuk kita~:)

till then,jaga diri semua,senyum2 sll~salam~:)

grupmates masuk air semuanye~haha!*cilok gamba hangwadi~haha!

hoping and praying for a future with him~hehehe~

miss zawani rusli,awak buat saya tersenyum besar dengan ini,i love you soo much!and dear,yes,you are my best friend sayang!

current aim!

i dare myself for no consumption of rice at all up until this friday!~go for it nabilah zawahid!~

reward: less fat and train yourself living with less amount of them~

;(

sorry,no more nice attitudes that you guys can expect from me,and to blame me for the things that i didn't do for the sake of defending your so called friends is a big mistake ok!dont play with fire or else you'll get burn instead!!

foreigners will stay foreigners no matter how NICE they seem to be~i don't need you guys,at ALL!

from my sayang!:)

my dearest wani's dekstop~love her!and the quotes she shared with me which is given by her sister actually,so sweeet of you sayang,i love you  soooo much! and i really meant every single piece of that word dear!xoxoxoxo!ukhuwah fillah wani even the best memory that i have with you is only your sweet voice,really looking forward to meet you!and this summer is a must tau,with His will,insyaAllah~:)

just wanna share back this verse from Al Quran which i love the most!~

‎"And if Allah touches you with hurt, there is none who can remove it but He; and if He intends any good for you, there is none who can keep back His favour; He brings it to whom He pleases of His servants; and He is the Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful". [Quran - Surah Yunus 10:107]

(^_______________^)

sweet!

You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.


And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.


And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.


You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/m/michael_buble/everything.html ]
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.


And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah


So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

perfect song,perfect lyrics and specially for you,you know who you are kan?~:)

latest loves!

sooooon baby!come to mama dear!hehe~

jawapan kpd berat y xpernah nak turun~

terlalu teringin!huk!~

emo again,so abaikn~

regarding stupid last post: i've made a mistake,i haven't found the one fyi,and will never be i guess~

status update: i NEED someone,for real! people here are killing me,harshly!

SIG!:D

assalamualaikum,

the best thing in life is when someone who knows all your weakness but yet,still think that you're completely amazing.

*i hope i've found the one~:)

a short post about SIG aka Sechenov Intervasity Games held by my beloved university for 3 days!it ended just now,and all that i can conclude is everything was totally AWESOME!~:)~i was absolutely happy,cheering for my dear friends and of course,our uni won the cup!heeeee!worth every saliva lah!:D~ players and supporters were equally great leading to the result of each game to awesomeness! and the foooood,hahahaha!i think i've might gain several kilos in these 2 days!hahaha!really great food,you see,nasi ayam,nasik lemak,nasik berlauk,burger and all,they were just purely awesome!okay,see!i've told you,the event was a BOMB!haahahahahahahaha!

great weekend,great people,great food~what else can i ask for?thanks God for everything,alhamdulillah~:)

p/s: i had a fight with my housemates,all i can say is a'm too tired to handle the same dramas everyday,and how i wish i will never have to step my feet in here~urghh~anyway,let put them aside,and no need to spoil my very good mood kan?hehe~

till then,toodles everyone,salam!

;(

worst day ever!ever!urghhh~may sun shines brightly tomorrow,because i need to SHOP badly!~

happy me!~:)

salam,

trying my very best to be CONFIDENT! instead of comparing how not pretty i am,or worrying about how useless the existence of me in the world,i should focus on soooooo many important things that might benefit others,and myself~life is beautiful,find your own and live it to the fullest!:)

orang kate,or kak nab sll cakap: tujuan manusia diciptakan kat muke bumi ini ada 2,jadi khalifah and beribadah padaNya~at this rate,the least thing that i MUST do is changing myself to be better as khalifah means memimpin,and to lead myself towards a better person,iA,is my responsibility~no excuses will be excepted for neglecting this.yosh!!

and reminder to myself:jealously and dissatisfaction bring you to nowhere,seriously,so immature me,jom berubah!hehehe!~

miss my family tetibe~:")

goodnite~

yesterday was a great Sunday!:)

the 2 new,adorable things that are officially mine!

remember my post before about this cute flowery ipodtouch cover,i finally got it,and it is toooo cute!loveitsomuch!:D

and the red one is mine!cantik kan!~

ke program aqsa syariff malam semalam,apa yang boleh disimpulkan adalah apa yang dirancangkan oleh semua pihak yang terlibat,insyaAllah,sampai~at least untuk diri sendiri,alhamdulillah terkesan~dan sedar,cume tepuk dada,tanya iman,nak buat ape yang perlu atau terus biarkan~sebab kemenangan itu pasti,cuma jawapan bila betemuNya nanti atas tanggungjawab besar ni yang dicari~perlu!~bak kata penceramah,jadilah seperti burung kecil,meski air yang dibawa paruhnya tak mungkin cukup untuk padam api yang membakar Nabi Allah Ibrahim,sekurangnya ia ada jawapan untuk bertemuNya kelak~kita?

till then,selamat malam semua,salam~:)

   budak gemok makan byk~:p

......

what a bitch.

for the first time i'm using that word and it goes to me,so no offence ok.

confusion~

the word "WE" is only a sweet dream.

should i wake up or keep on pushing the snooze button over and over again?

in dilemma.again.

p/s:emo post.tomorrow got colloq to do,pray for me~till then,gudnyte,salam~:)

some thoughts~

over thinking ruins you.

ruin the situation, turns things around,makes you worry and even make thing worse than it actually is.

live a life,you really need that.

p/s: btw i got few pretty things which i really sooo in love with them!heee~!to be frank,i want them for ages already!!and finally they are officially MINE!heee~later i'll show them here~heee~nk membangge sikit,and both of them are presents from him~thank you soo very da much!:D

hey you!

well said bytheway~haha!i wish i can feel the same,haha!

it maybe works for an hour,and then i'll turn out to be the same,pessimist nabilah zawahid back,again~

how i wish for those feelings to stay~

p/s: 

1. forgot to mention how i am incapable to look straight into the eyes of my general surgery teacher without having blushing cheeks on my face!~hahahaha!he's too cute to handle!too cute!ok,gatey,but seriously,he is so hot laa! i'll make sure to have a pic with him by the end of the sem,yosh!and fyi,his name is ivanhov~♥

2. i went to chilis before,great tym,great desserts and will upload some pics later~;)

3.well,i never adore pms ever,stayed the whole day in the house today and most of the hours lying down on my bed~hope for a better day tomorrow,insyaAllah~till then,gudnyte,salam~:)

insecurity~

salam,

saat ini,

semuanya kabur,kelam~

tapi sampai bila?

aku cuba tunggu masa itu tiba,

semampu aku~

aku cuba~

:D

assalamualaikum~

saturday: 

spent the whole day at home,i skipped my pharma class and the colloqium~my heart was in no peace,that i know being there will be a waste of everything,so staying home i bet was the best option~and it was,indeed. i had my own time,having some thoughts about my unstable mood that ruined most of my days and my very bad behaviour of wasting time which is proven,keeps me nowhere near success~they said Allah looks at our effort,and i put my very best effort in nothing~yup,NONE of them~and i regret this worst attitude of mine.i regret it with the most of my heart.and for this very fine moment,i hereby promise myself,that i should try harder in term of spending my precious time wisely,and remember the goal of why i'm being here.

to be frank,it disappears too often,and i'm kinda lost  most of the days in this foreign land~

sunday aka today:

huk,enough with my regrets,just wanna put it here to remind myself.well,blogging is sort of writing down the upside down of one's life right,so,here it goes,one of the bad moments of my life~and trying to fill it back with more sunshines is the priority of my life so far~:)

the sun is shining so brightly right now,it is 11.51 a.m,and the wind indeed is just nice~no need to close the window,it's finally the time to wake up from the bed everyday and enjoy the fresh air!(^^,)~winter went too long this year,and i do hope spring will stay without no more snow pouring down the sky~

His blessings is the only thing that we should seek for,moga Dia redha~

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:)~again for sooo many times~!hehehe!

no matter how good@sarcastic okhlobistin aka my id lecturer is,i cant help myself getting sooooooooo sleepy in all of his lectures~hahaha!meeting him again besok,wish me luck aka free from being asked!fuh!

p/s:mengamuk ptg td smpai terus satu rumah diam tanpe kate~see,don't mess up with fire,too much is completely intolerable~tenkyu~:)

gudnyte semua,salam~xoxoxo!