:)))

....السلام عليكم


being at home today for the same reason that i can't help facing it~(T_T)~
i tend to live the life here by following the flows and the schedules...
i tend to have the aim,the reason for being here only for a certain,short moment and next,without realizing,it is gone...again......
i tend to complaint on everything~
and,
these just go on and on like a circle~and i tend to get lost...


now,
i want to believe that everything happens for a reason or perhaps many~
i want to believe that people around me do love me with the best of their hearts~
i want to believe that i am not alone~
i want to believe that i can smile freely for a day without a problem~


after all,if we don't live our lives to the fullest,who will,right?hehehe~life is too short to be wasted on tears and anger~fill it with love and smiles,then you'll have the sweetest dreams each night~


p/s:some updates: 

• GMG aka girls mega games was AWESOME!hehe,never regret the decision to participate as the memories will stay in heart forever~:)
• and looooooooooooooooooooook at those cupcakes below,hikhikhik~siyesly i thought they were from a stalker of mine,agagagagaga!perasan gile kan?=_="~hahaha!coz there's a word sayang there and no one ever called me syg except him**and dye xbg pon katenye~hahaha~tired of being perasan having a stalker,suddenly radhi said that they were from her, heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~seriously,malu je sbb i knew she heard me talking about "the stalker",agagaga!~:p~but dear,thanxxxx sgt2,hehe,hilang kempunanku~6 biji mmg susah utk dihabeskn,two more to go!yoshie!!!:D~lovelovelove ya!mmmuaaahhssss!!!
• ha,lupe,got the 2nd best group for GMG!hikhik~gO2 ORANGE JUICE!*the name of the group~niceeee kan?hehe~

hurm,untuk semua nikmat yang Tuhan bagi pada aku,aku rasa amat malu untuk rungutkan lagi ketidaksempurnaan yang hanya pada pandangan mata aku.aku yang tak pernah rasa cukup,rasa puas ni~

~alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah~

terimakasih Tuhan untuk semuanya~Kau tahu yang terbaik untuk aku~

:)