hard~

it's amazing when people can stop eating rice for two months and lost 6 kilos??????huhuhuhuk~ i guess i'm the only one who gained so much weight here~huhu~

it's 22nd of May already and i have 2 weeks to go before finals and too many colloqs to be settled and yet i put no effort more than before~hu~it's not that i refuse to stay up and wake up early in teh morning,it's just that i can't,my body isn't capable of that and my mind is too tired to memorize things at midnight~haha,lame excuses,i know,i know,haih~=_="~i sleep like a baby,really,10 hours a day,yup,i'm ruining myself slowly and constantly~

i'm adapting this whole new things that happening around me,and i can do it for sure!

completely refusing any feeling from getting near to me,and i'm going to face this my way!~:)

It kicks so hard, it breaks your bones,

Cuts so deep, it hits your soul,

Tears your skin, and makes your blood flow,

it's better that you know,

love is hard~

current song in my head!~hits my heart each time i listen to it,love james morrison to the fullest!~:D