day 3

salam,

urm,to be honest it is indeed a really hard one,since being different from most of girls in this planet,i never have a thought about how my first date should looks like,since i never think about having someone liking me,or going to marry me,yeah,this has been in my mind since i was a kid,and in fact i'm still thinking exactly the same way.and i even have a plan of adopting a child if i'm way too old and there's still no ring on my jari manis at that particular time,haha!~

but here it goes,still have to answer the question right and i just came up with this,at this time of my senile age,and my unstable mind and emotions,hehehe..

i wish i would have a first date,in a place where no one knows me,and it's way better if there's no one else,just us and i wanna have my very first moment with that ONE ring which i'm going to wear for the entire of my life~and it should be here:

we're married kot,so boleh laa kan?hehe.

p/s; it's not going to be my first of course,it's a dream,yeah,i'm not a good girl,not proud of any of that~huhuk~but am trying so hard to be one of the good women,and have a decent life with the best guy who will lead me to Jannah iA~it's everybody's dream right,and mine too despite of my worst attitudes and etc etc~heee~:p

till then,salam~:)