two in one~:D

i woke up these few days getting mails saying "sorry,the items that you are interested in are all sold out,do check out for other goodies in our website".just hate it when i just wasted most of my time browsing and searching,which i found so hard to satisfy my weird taste.it really is frustrating and i just decided to stop this morning.

well,let's not ruin my mood talking about it.raya is really near and i just cant help myself but feeling so thrilled as it has been 3years since the last time i celebrated raya in malaysia.missing tok's nasi minyak and nasik dagang which we always have during the 1st and 2nd of syawal.no one can beat you tok,you really are da best chef ever!hehe!

and oh,not to foget, the best part is my birthday this year falls on the 2nd syawal too,which means two celebrations in a row!cant wait for it,planning to get a big cake and treat my big families,and feel the warmth being around people that we love.hehe.really hope that everything will turn out great so that i can leave for moscow with sweet memories.hehe.well,some people might not even give a damn about it,but i really am looking forward for it.it means a lot to me.hehe.

and thinking about me,getting a year older caused a lot of things running through my mind,and it hurts me somehow that i haven't change a lot from my old self.i mean changing for a better sake such as being more mature,start to think seriously about my future and etc2.i am still the same nabilah who loves to put everything aside especially all the problems~huhuhu~will figure out the solutions asap!

anyway,

life is not always filled with laughters and happiness,sometimes,when the lightning strikes,we tend to hide,and in the very end,fear conquers our minds and actions,restricting us from doing the right things.so,keep your head high,lift your chin up,and most importantly keep on smiling life is a beautiful thing,and there's so much to smile about!~

p/s:get well soon dear!~:)