cantik!

keri russell,

my forever sweetheart~

haha!

p/s:: watching august rush is a must to anyone who haven't seen it!great movie like seriously~:)

forever crush~

Declan: I don't want not to make plans with you. I want to make plans with you. 
Anna: You do? 
Declan: Yeah I do. 

ok,my 2nd time watching this film which is leap year brought me to the same feeling of melting like an ice cream in a hot sunny day and the only word that came out of my mouth was oh you handsome man,oh...so handsome...and that one word was uttered spontaneously again and again~why??? coz he's too gorgeous,too kacak to be true,the jambang is so hot~blue hot eyes,oh my,i keep on falling in love with this matthew goode~

(yes,yes,mood super gatal,i cant resist him,that's it.period.) 

for you,you know who you are~

and F.Y.I,even though u were the one who did that "super cool" thing,you don't really have to jump over the moon and keep on bragging about how i was soo pathetic back then. maybe i used to react like i was soo desperate ever before,but just read this carefully----->

it was a huge mistake,a freaking worst regret ever!

get it?

fullstop.the end

salam,

well,i just passed my another paper,and guess what,only 3 to go and i will be freeeeee!~for whatever had happened today,all that i can say is alhamdulillah~and well,just right after the exam,we went out searching for food,and instead of x kenyang,haha,we ended up in a new shopping mall,and the huge matrioshkas~heeee~

my new shoes btw!~:)

kilos and more kiloss~

                       these are part of sooo many reasons why i keep on gaining weght~huhuhu! =_="

1 month to go!:)))

assalamualaikum semue!*eceh,mcm ad je "semue" tu~haha!

"When a husband and wife look at each other with Love, Allah 

looks at both with Mercy" [Bukhari 6:19 & Tirmidhi 14:79]

fell in love with this~well,it's almost july and it's wedding season you all~

heeeeeee~:)

i guess almost 5 of my dear friends are going to tie the knot soon,congrats guys,

may Allah bless you and your life partner till Jannah~

insyaAllah!

:)

radhi's new baby,heee~si comeyll~rase cm nak makan~haha!:D

khamis!~:)

salam~

today,my roomates treated me a huge pizza!hahaha!even they don't even like seafood,yet they still bought it for the sake nk belanje me~so sweeeet of them!!

well,there's nothing much to say,i've been spending the whole day listening to mr micheal buble while studying*well,i guess most of the time my eyes fixed on his cute face instead of looking to the words on my patanat book~hahaha!~i should lie down for a while,my back is aching soo badly!~hu~

orang kate kalau kite share pape ayat yang baik untuk ingatan n pengajaran,tu sekecil2 usehe kite untuk tunaikn tanggungjawab kite kan~:)~so here it goes:

"Dan kepunyaan Allah-lah timur dan barat, maka kemanapun kamu menghadap di situlah wajah Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Luas (rahmat-Nya) lagi Maha Mengetahui." - [Al-Baqarah : 115]

~it's exam fever right now,for whatever the result is,just remember usaha,doa,tawakal dan syukur with everything!~hehe~reminder for my ownself too!~all da best fellow friends!xoxoxoxo!

let go...

,,,

happy me,once upon a time ago~

:")

miss her,really~

quickie~

assalamualaikum,

it's been a while~yup,really am so busy with hectic-finals' fever!gives you no time to rest properly~ alhamdulillah,finished all zachots' hunting today,and only God knows how relieved i was once my topan's teacher signed my zachot's book!fuh~it's final this wednesday you see,but yet some of us still struggling to pass all the tests aka credits to get ourselves to the final~huhu~

clueless actually about what to write down here,hehe~nvm,just pray the best for me and my fellow friends will ya?will put all the efforts,may Allah ease everything~insyaAllah~He always knows the best and put all the faith to Him~YOSHA!!

it will be nabilah instead of monica,great right?heee~

sooon~

heeee~thanks mak!

.

trust NO ONE even if u have to fall down in pain~

cute~:)

 

"everybody knows how to love but only few people know how to stay in love with one person for a very long period of time"

~it's what love means for me~

one fine,bright day,i'll found that one person who i will grow old with~

:)

p/s:got colloq besok,xhingta ape,doakn2~:)

if i can change everything~hu~

harini terase diri sungguh loser~huhuhuhuhu~

nak kaen selimut itam tutup muke kuat2

p/s: 2 budak u aku*setakat ni lah*bakal kawen julai ni and xschoolmate jue~hehehe,

happy for them!:)

ok,sesi merapu~

salam,

dah lame tak tulis proper post, i mean tanpe keemo-faggotan~beberapa hari ni,macam2 nak jadi,n aku pon asek dok meletop cam bom sampai sakit dade ak tak pernah nak stop,haih~salah sendiri asek naek angin satu badan~and hari ni,sbb lupe bawak 1 buku kecik yang xd function,aku dh bazir 3 jam kehulu kehilir,tak dpt pape~haih~=_="~xde rezeki,but still tadi mmg meletop gile la,penat kot weh,xkesah la mmg slh aku pon,but penat still penat~huhuhu~

bercakap ttg hidup kat sini,walaupon exam byk,ak tetap malas belajar..ye ye,aku tau,dh byk kali ak kate aku pemalas and ramai dok ckp ak rajin belajar,kdg2 rase nk letak depe dlm kandang hamster pastu letak atas meje stadi aku,tengok brape kali aku bukak buku dlm mase sehari and bape byk aku tido ngn melagho~ak rase pastu br depe nak terime hakikat yang aku ni pemalas macam beruang kutub,kenyang makan,tidur xpon layan cerite~hohoho~aku tau aku teruk~aku tahu~papepon,nak tak nak,ak kene settle jugak sume exams neh sbb nak balik Malaysia kottttttttt~sape xnk balik tanah air weh,lagi2 bile tmpt ni cm bumi takung segale tension and geram aku je~yea,aku mmg x pernah OK dok sini,aku mengaku,aku cume dok melayan je hari demi hari,buku demi buku tanpe perasaan aku kat semua yang aku buat,sedih kan,ye aku mmg menyedihkan..

urm,ha,dalam kekalutan segala bagai emosi turun naek,ade la satu hari ni,aku pakai skirt labuh.hahaha!tak percaye???ye,aku nabilahzawahid pakai kain weh,tu pon sbb kakak usrah ak bagi,xknla ak nk buat pekasam kan?hehehe~kawan2 aku mmgla tgok pelik semacam,haha,maybe xpernah tgok aku pkai kot or sbb aku pompuan kepoh y xsesuai pkai ken2 neh yang basically kat sini mostly org2 usrah je pakai,hahahha! wallahualam kan,apepon,ak xkesah~hahahaha! yang aku kesah adelah bile tym aku ondaway balik turun eskelator line kelabu,adelah sorg lelaki ni,dye duk bwh aku,pstu dok pusing2 blakang tenung2 muke aku,aku pon ape ag,watlah muke yang baekkkkkkkkkkkkkkk punyela kan,ape kes nak tengok2,xpuas hati ape?pastu pas dok belek sume jerawat2 kat muke aku,dye start dok pi tenung kaen aku,dalam hati aku mmgla sumpah xnak pakai dh ken pasneh!ape kes ntah~pastu dye start ckp :

lelaki tuh: awk pakai ken tak takot ke nanti terlekat kat hujung escalator tu*sambil buat2 gaye org tersangkut kaen kat ujung escalator~

aku: urm senyap kejap,lumpy pastu ckp ha,ye2,betul tu~sambil gelak2 kecil y xde motif

lelaki tuh: angkat lah sikit kaen awk,bahaye~*buat gaye sbb muke aku cm org dr kutub utare xphm bahase

aku: ha,baek2~*angkat2 kaen smbil mamat tuh tengok aku angkat ken tu*angkat bhgn pinggang la maksud aku

tibe2,

lelaki tuh: senyum manis,menawan kalbu smbil cakap,awk sgt cantik~smbil senyum and then tanye lagi,dr mane datang gadis cantik aka aku la tu,hahaha?

aku: sambil kembang ank pecah kaen aku pakai,hahahahahhahahahahaha: sy dr malaysia

lelaki tuh: ooo,sambil senyum besar last2 aku takot

hahahaha,then dgn hati berbunge2 aku pon cabot lari sbb aku takot sebnarnye~hahahahaha!~

motif y nak disampaikan adalah kegembiraan yang aku rasai tatkala org yang xcantik,xlawo cm aku ni dipuji cantik opps sgt cantik dr org y xdikenali~mmg super happy lah tym tuh,yela,mende yang boleh kate xd makne der aka dlm angan2 kau je nak dgr,jadi realiti~ohohohoho,mmg happy lah aku tym tuh,terus balik tersengih2 smpai ke rumah~hahaha~kesimpulannya,didalam kekalutan,keserabutan,ketidaksepenuh hatian aku mengharungi hidup aku saban hari kat sini,adelah jugak bende happy yang jadi kan?hehe~

oklah,merapu panjang,ak geram si fastpasstv ni dok buat hal,nak pi cari mende laen plak nak nengok~

till then,be happy!wassalam~:)

dammit lah!!!!!

quickie~:)

my roomate told me,i always have this kind of face each time i'm in front of the lappy~hahaha!

wish i can look the same while i'm reading books too~sigh~=_="

p/s; lupe bgtau,masalah dengan jantung aku agak teruk,n once kene serang skang,mmg dasyat,nothing like before,siyesly,kuku jadi biru??????xley nk bernafas lam kelas,sakit dade mencucuk2,nak pitam tgh jalan? siapa xcuak,huhuhu~doakan aku baik2 saje ye,iA,balik ni g hospital check,and this time,i'll go to a cardiologist for sure,prevention is always better than cure right?hu~

and if i got probs with my heart,mesti xde org nk kawen ngn aku kan,tsk~:"(

hard~

it's amazing when people can stop eating rice for two months and lost 6 kilos??????huhuhuhuk~ i guess i'm the only one who gained so much weight here~huhu~

it's 22nd of May already and i have 2 weeks to go before finals and too many colloqs to be settled and yet i put no effort more than before~hu~it's not that i refuse to stay up and wake up early in teh morning,it's just that i can't,my body isn't capable of that and my mind is too tired to memorize things at midnight~haha,lame excuses,i know,i know,haih~=_="~i sleep like a baby,really,10 hours a day,yup,i'm ruining myself slowly and constantly~

i'm adapting this whole new things that happening around me,and i can do it for sure!

completely refusing any feeling from getting near to me,and i'm going to face this my way!~:)

It kicks so hard, it breaks your bones,

Cuts so deep, it hits your soul,

Tears your skin, and makes your blood flow,

it's better that you know,

love is hard~

current song in my head!~hits my heart each time i listen to it,love james morrison to the fullest!~:D

mother teressa

“The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved.”

well,i bought this for myself!hahaha!lawa kan???:p

a great friday indeed!~:D

Meredith: There's a reason I said I'd be happy alone. It wasn't 'cause I thought I'd be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It's easier to be alone, because what if you learn that you need love and you don't have it? What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It's like dying. The only difference is death ends. This? It could go on forever.

nothing much to comment on but simply love it!

:)

not to forget,had a really great time with radhi today~heeeeee!thanx babe temankan!love you!mmuaahhss!:) 

we should do more another time!heee!!

hugs~

but pity me,i have none for a very long time.

counting days,may the strength will always be there to keep on pretending and keep on acting like everything is okay.just for another 2 short months.dear heart,i'm counting on you,be strong kay,please~

p/s:my posts here are undoubtedly emotional and full with disappointments and this will be continued until when,i don't even sure.sorry for the inconvenience~

:)

Meredith: Just when we think we figured things out, the universe throws us a curveball. So, we have to improvise. We find happiness in unexpected places. We find ourselves back to the things that matter the most. The universe is funny that way. Sometimes it just has a way of making sure we wind up exactly where we belong.

and here me again,hoping, and praying to feel better and sleep well like i used to before,once upon a time ago~and when happiness is way too invisible to be seen or to be hoped for,i will just pray for tears no more.

great lyrics!

When you lower me down

So deep that I, I can?t get out

And when you're lost, lost and alone

Yes, you'd think it was the last place

You?d come back for more

If you don't want me to leave

Then don't push me away

You'd rather blow out the lights

You can watch it all fade

But I'm going nowhere

I'm gonna stay

When you just wanna fight

When you're closing your eyes

Cause you don't wanna love me

I'm gonna stay

You can't push me too far

There's no space in my heart

Where I don't wanna love you

And when there's no, no storm

Then how can I feel the calm?

If there's nothing, nothing, nothing left to lose

Then what is this feeling

That keeps on bringing me back to you

So I?m gonna stay

When you just wanna fight

And you?re closing your eyes

Cause you don?t wanna love me

So I'm gonna stay, yes I will

You can't push me too far

There's no space in my heart

Where I don't wanna love you

If you ask me to leave

And I walked away

We'd still be alone

And we'd still be afraid

I'm going nowhere

im going nowhere

Cause I'm gonna stay

When you just wanna fight

And there's tears in your eyes

Cause you don't wanna love me

I'm gonna stay

All the tears that I've cried

I could leave them to dry

If you don't wanna love me

I could leave them to dry

If you don't wanna love me

p/s: salute lah anyone camni,hebat and hebat! coz' i'm totally incapable of that~

:p

saya rasa orang sekeliling saya risau andai saya jadi budak jahat~huhuk~

no entry~

kinda lost everything,EVERYTHING~and i'm the one to be blamed for,yup!

isolating myownself from the world,self destruction begins now..

please,do not enter for any good/bad reasons

thank you.

one fine day~

am waiting for the moment to come.....

:(

as easy as it is for you,i wish i could be the same~

:)

Tuhan cemburukan sayang aku,rindu aku untukNya,

mungkin itu Tuhan ambil kau pergi dari hidup aku,

mungkin buat tika ini sampai saat cinta aku padaNya lebih dari segalanya,

mungkin Dia akan kembalikan kau dalam hidup aku,

atau mungkin jodoh aku dengan insan lain pula,

siapa tahu,sebab Dia pemegang segala rahsia,cuma Dia tahu ajal,maut,jodoh pertemuan itu~

Dia pinjamkan aku rasa gembira dan dia ambil gembira tu,kerna mungkin,Dia bakal beri kegembiraan lebih dari gembira yang aku ada saat ni,

Tuhan,aturan kau sungguh yang terbaik,aku tiada daya untuk sangsi,selemah-lemah hamba aku pohon ampun~

cuma pohon kekuatan buat aku dan dia dariMu~

....

and i'm officially done with everything~

talked to my mom,made me feel better

p/s: soon will be off to tsaritsino park,iA~

labor day=tido day!:)

it's 1 may already.

prepare yourself mentally!

p/s: i found it difficult when you have no one who can understand you~sigh~:(

;)

:)

love

attention!

;(

ignorance is a bliss?

*rewriting this~urgh!

p/s: emo faggots everywhere,lemas,lemas,lemas!dan terima kasih,penyakit telah merebak pada aku!~

kegembiraan~:)

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله و بركاته

baru-baru ni rasa masa berlalu terlalu pantas,pejam celik,pejam celik,dah cecah penghujung april,finals dah dekat,jadual pon dh keluar~rasa macam tak berkemampuan nak cover segalanya dalam masa sebulan?(tolak tambah)~moga Tuhan beri kekuatan~semalam,hari ulang tahun wadi,yup,kami ke chilis spt gambar di bawah,jujur,sangat seronok!hehe~aku punya teman-teman hidup yang terbaik disini,aku sayang semuanya~:)

mak cakap rumah baru kami di pajam,negeri sembilan sudah siap,hanya tunggu kunci saja~tak sabar aku,hehe~insyaAllah pulang kali ini,berlindung di bawah atap yang baru nampaknya~:)

hari-hari di bumi moscow ni dah semakin terang dan terik,kadang2 aku terfikir untuk cipta alat menyerap peluh dari satu badan,haha,ye,aku berpeluh dengan kuantiti yang amat banyak,terlebih testosterone mungkin,haha~dan tadi,aku lepas test id aku~alhamudillah,Tuhan permudahkan semudah-mudahnya buat aku,syukur aku panjatkan padaMu Tuhan~:)

7 ke 9hb mei ini,aku bakal ke tempat asing,jauh dari moscow,hehe,insyaAllah~tak sabar aku,moga perjalanan aku ke sana ada hikmahnya,insyaAllah~aku percaya segalanya jika niat untuk Dia pasti takkan sia-sia~:)

buat masa ini,aku rasa dengan kesuntukan masa yang aku ada,mungkin aku perlu pandu diri aku dengan jadual mungkin?hurm,doa segalanya baik2 sahaja~bak kata sahabat karib aku,hadapkan sahaja apa yang Dia hidangkan~percaya dan yakin,semuanya yang terbaik untuk kita~:)

till then,jaga diri semua,senyum2 sll~salam~:)

grupmates masuk air semuanye~haha!*cilok gamba hangwadi~haha!

hoping and praying for a future with him~hehehe~

miss zawani rusli,awak buat saya tersenyum besar dengan ini,i love you soo much!and dear,yes,you are my best friend sayang!

current aim!

i dare myself for no consumption of rice at all up until this friday!~go for it nabilah zawahid!~

reward: less fat and train yourself living with less amount of them~

;(

sorry,no more nice attitudes that you guys can expect from me,and to blame me for the things that i didn't do for the sake of defending your so called friends is a big mistake ok!dont play with fire or else you'll get burn instead!!

foreigners will stay foreigners no matter how NICE they seem to be~i don't need you guys,at ALL!

from my sayang!:)

my dearest wani's dekstop~love her!and the quotes she shared with me which is given by her sister actually,so sweeet of you sayang,i love you  soooo much! and i really meant every single piece of that word dear!xoxoxoxo!ukhuwah fillah wani even the best memory that i have with you is only your sweet voice,really looking forward to meet you!and this summer is a must tau,with His will,insyaAllah~:)

just wanna share back this verse from Al Quran which i love the most!~

‎"And if Allah touches you with hurt, there is none who can remove it but He; and if He intends any good for you, there is none who can keep back His favour; He brings it to whom He pleases of His servants; and He is the Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful". [Quran - Surah Yunus 10:107]

(^_______________^)

sweet!

You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.


And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.


And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.


You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/m/michael_buble/everything.html ]
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.


And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah


So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

perfect song,perfect lyrics and specially for you,you know who you are kan?~:)

latest loves!

sooooon baby!come to mama dear!hehe~

jawapan kpd berat y xpernah nak turun~

terlalu teringin!huk!~

emo again,so abaikn~

regarding stupid last post: i've made a mistake,i haven't found the one fyi,and will never be i guess~

status update: i NEED someone,for real! people here are killing me,harshly!

SIG!:D

assalamualaikum,

the best thing in life is when someone who knows all your weakness but yet,still think that you're completely amazing.

*i hope i've found the one~:)

a short post about SIG aka Sechenov Intervasity Games held by my beloved university for 3 days!it ended just now,and all that i can conclude is everything was totally AWESOME!~:)~i was absolutely happy,cheering for my dear friends and of course,our uni won the cup!heeeee!worth every saliva lah!:D~ players and supporters were equally great leading to the result of each game to awesomeness! and the foooood,hahahaha!i think i've might gain several kilos in these 2 days!hahaha!really great food,you see,nasi ayam,nasik lemak,nasik berlauk,burger and all,they were just purely awesome!okay,see!i've told you,the event was a BOMB!haahahahahahahaha!

great weekend,great people,great food~what else can i ask for?thanks God for everything,alhamdulillah~:)

p/s: i had a fight with my housemates,all i can say is a'm too tired to handle the same dramas everyday,and how i wish i will never have to step my feet in here~urghh~anyway,let put them aside,and no need to spoil my very good mood kan?hehe~

till then,toodles everyone,salam!

;(

worst day ever!ever!urghhh~may sun shines brightly tomorrow,because i need to SHOP badly!~

happy me!~:)

salam,

trying my very best to be CONFIDENT! instead of comparing how not pretty i am,or worrying about how useless the existence of me in the world,i should focus on soooooo many important things that might benefit others,and myself~life is beautiful,find your own and live it to the fullest!:)

orang kate,or kak nab sll cakap: tujuan manusia diciptakan kat muke bumi ini ada 2,jadi khalifah and beribadah padaNya~at this rate,the least thing that i MUST do is changing myself to be better as khalifah means memimpin,and to lead myself towards a better person,iA,is my responsibility~no excuses will be excepted for neglecting this.yosh!!

and reminder to myself:jealously and dissatisfaction bring you to nowhere,seriously,so immature me,jom berubah!hehehe!~

miss my family tetibe~:")

goodnite~

yesterday was a great Sunday!:)

the 2 new,adorable things that are officially mine!

remember my post before about this cute flowery ipodtouch cover,i finally got it,and it is toooo cute!loveitsomuch!:D

and the red one is mine!cantik kan!~

ke program aqsa syariff malam semalam,apa yang boleh disimpulkan adalah apa yang dirancangkan oleh semua pihak yang terlibat,insyaAllah,sampai~at least untuk diri sendiri,alhamdulillah terkesan~dan sedar,cume tepuk dada,tanya iman,nak buat ape yang perlu atau terus biarkan~sebab kemenangan itu pasti,cuma jawapan bila betemuNya nanti atas tanggungjawab besar ni yang dicari~perlu!~bak kata penceramah,jadilah seperti burung kecil,meski air yang dibawa paruhnya tak mungkin cukup untuk padam api yang membakar Nabi Allah Ibrahim,sekurangnya ia ada jawapan untuk bertemuNya kelak~kita?

till then,selamat malam semua,salam~:)

   budak gemok makan byk~:p

......

what a bitch.

for the first time i'm using that word and it goes to me,so no offence ok.

confusion~

the word "WE" is only a sweet dream.

should i wake up or keep on pushing the snooze button over and over again?

in dilemma.again.

p/s:emo post.tomorrow got colloq to do,pray for me~till then,gudnyte,salam~:)

some thoughts~

over thinking ruins you.

ruin the situation, turns things around,makes you worry and even make thing worse than it actually is.

live a life,you really need that.

p/s: btw i got few pretty things which i really sooo in love with them!heee~!to be frank,i want them for ages already!!and finally they are officially MINE!heee~later i'll show them here~heee~nk membangge sikit,and both of them are presents from him~thank you soo very da much!:D

hey you!

well said bytheway~haha!i wish i can feel the same,haha!

it maybe works for an hour,and then i'll turn out to be the same,pessimist nabilah zawahid back,again~

how i wish for those feelings to stay~

p/s: 

1. forgot to mention how i am incapable to look straight into the eyes of my general surgery teacher without having blushing cheeks on my face!~hahahaha!he's too cute to handle!too cute!ok,gatey,but seriously,he is so hot laa! i'll make sure to have a pic with him by the end of the sem,yosh!and fyi,his name is ivanhov~♥

2. i went to chilis before,great tym,great desserts and will upload some pics later~;)

3.well,i never adore pms ever,stayed the whole day in the house today and most of the hours lying down on my bed~hope for a better day tomorrow,insyaAllah~till then,gudnyte,salam~:)

insecurity~

salam,

saat ini,

semuanya kabur,kelam~

tapi sampai bila?

aku cuba tunggu masa itu tiba,

semampu aku~

aku cuba~

:D

assalamualaikum~

saturday: 

spent the whole day at home,i skipped my pharma class and the colloqium~my heart was in no peace,that i know being there will be a waste of everything,so staying home i bet was the best option~and it was,indeed. i had my own time,having some thoughts about my unstable mood that ruined most of my days and my very bad behaviour of wasting time which is proven,keeps me nowhere near success~they said Allah looks at our effort,and i put my very best effort in nothing~yup,NONE of them~and i regret this worst attitude of mine.i regret it with the most of my heart.and for this very fine moment,i hereby promise myself,that i should try harder in term of spending my precious time wisely,and remember the goal of why i'm being here.

to be frank,it disappears too often,and i'm kinda lost  most of the days in this foreign land~

sunday aka today:

huk,enough with my regrets,just wanna put it here to remind myself.well,blogging is sort of writing down the upside down of one's life right,so,here it goes,one of the bad moments of my life~and trying to fill it back with more sunshines is the priority of my life so far~:)

the sun is shining so brightly right now,it is 11.51 a.m,and the wind indeed is just nice~no need to close the window,it's finally the time to wake up from the bed everyday and enjoy the fresh air!(^^,)~winter went too long this year,and i do hope spring will stay without no more snow pouring down the sky~

His blessings is the only thing that we should seek for,moga Dia redha~

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:)~again for sooo many times~!hehehe!

no matter how good@sarcastic okhlobistin aka my id lecturer is,i cant help myself getting sooooooooo sleepy in all of his lectures~hahaha!meeting him again besok,wish me luck aka free from being asked!fuh!

p/s:mengamuk ptg td smpai terus satu rumah diam tanpe kate~see,don't mess up with fire,too much is completely intolerable~tenkyu~:)

gudnyte semua,salam~xoxoxo!