beauty is everything~

i cried today.alone on the train and i did not realized the warmth of the tears running down my face until an old lady,patted on my back,gave me a tissue,with some gestures of "do wipe the tears away young lady" and simply smiled just right after that.it was really warm..huhu..and plus,surprised by a big red-spot of blood on my sock when i was washing them because i didn't even feel any pain on the back of foot all the way back home~i'm lost at the moment,really~

not to forget,regardless the fact that i am ugly on the outside,being told that i am ugly on the inside by a man made me such a jerk,hu~i failed badly as a woman,mintak maaf mak,ayah~for not being a good anak perempuan of yours,seriously,kecewe ngn dri sendiri,malu~

sincerely from the very bottom of my heart,really am sorry for being such an eyesore to anyone around  me,i will do my best to behave properly,maaf~

i know it's not right to have all these wishes,but somehow,i wish i can have all of them~hu~