new sem,new me?

'Year of blood and tears' promised by most wanted Chechen terrorist.

nice welcoming news i guess since i am going back there this saturday~for the fact that the new semester is going to be quite different in many ways; being an absolute lone ranger with the new,hectic schedules and bla bla,i am praying hard for strength to overcome all of these~need to master the skills of handling things alone no matter what,because at this rate,all i have is my own self,and dear myself yang sangat fragile inside and out,,yosh! u can do this for sure!~

aiming for a better sem,and of course,this boring site will be my bestie for the upcoming months.i will talk less,wont mess up with others;and be a katak dbwh tempurung.that's for everyone's good,yosh! not hoping for a happy life there of course,i'll try my best to study hard,and try my very best to be a good doc.so,with more tym in my room alone+piles of books as my companion=i'll be an ulat for sure~:I

and am starting to have proper plans for future,one of them is SIMPAN DUIT!~hehehe~will go to asb asap and have an account,hee!:D~ hidup berjimat cermat,and sile kurangkan shopping and makan because you are keeping to0 much fats under your layers of skin and of course, you need to go on diet ASAP si bulat,gemok!huhuhuhuk!

terlalu bulat,kan?:p

anway,i had really great weeks here since i cant barely find the memory of the last moment,me,having this big smile on my face~huhuk~may everything will turn out well,and praying hard for our safety back there~He knows it all,for certain.have faith,fix your intention,niat kerana Illahi~insyaAllah,He's always with us~ameen~:)