road to a better me~:)

alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah~

for being able to go through these days,i'm so grateful..:)~to be frank,when it comes to me,nabilah mohamad zawahid, life isn't that easy.my very poor ability on handling things efficiently with proper emotions makes things normally become even worse than it should be or easier to say,i love to complex things~hahaha,yep,i know,that's bad,hehe,however,all praises to Him for being there,watching over me,thank You Allah because with so many things running through my mind,exams,problems,etc2,i think lately i'm starting to manage all of these better than before,dah jadik lagi mature kot,agagagaggagaga!;p

life so far is great,being able to control rice consumption in my daily diet is an achievement which i'm very proud of.haha.because like i've said before,rice is my forever soulmate.haha. 

urm,talking about my studies,urm..okay,urm..okay okay,i know there are too many urm stated,heee,because,urm,at this rate,i can't imagine myself as a good doctor yet.it's getting so hard to memorize all of the diseases,drugs etc2.hu.and for the colloqiums aka tests or whatsoever related to that,russia is all about fate plus how close you are with the teacher,even your race or religion,well,maybe not for all of us but still,they can be part of the major contributing factors on how well you'll get your marks.but still,despite of all of those,you absolutely need to have the brain lah~hehehe~some of the teachers here are really great though~hehehe~here i am,just telling the facts and i'm not blaming anyone for my achievement so far since i realize i don't have what it takes~hehehe.and few days ago,i just got this new spirit of putting my effort on studies for the sake of Him and knowing them for my future and not because of exams anymore..my brain slightly felt lighter afterwards,hahahaha,okay,exaggerating again~:p

more studies to catch up,need to cover few subjects more,yosh! 

well,this definitely makes me feel better and i hope it does the same to you all too~:

~He puts you in the best condition which no matter how hard you think it might be,He knows very well that in the end,you'll be able to manage it!have trust in Him,pay harder and insyaAllah,everything will be just fine~

pray for me!:)~

wassalam~