sigh~

realizing the fact that the expectations are way too much that i have none of them in the slightest amount and will never ever have in my whole life made me feel even worse than ever~urgh,having ZERO gram of self esteem right now,i shall cover myself,from top to toe with the comforter and never get out of it~damn~

i should not dream that high at the first place,in my life,there wont be stars to be landed on since the moon is forever out of my reach,sigh~should not believe that i am being accepted just the way i am,stay yourself out of any comfort zones because they are simply lies~

i'm a a person who habitually sees or anticipates the worst @ a pessimist.

warning: put yourself away or you'll get infected~

expiry date to you: 15days to go,and hope you'll make the best decision aka picking someone else but not me.it's the rightest thing,for you~