derek shepard

derek shepard is simply one of soo many reasons why i love watching greys anatomy.well,he's way too hot and smart to be true.a neurosurgeon,he is and in my own perspective,being someone so freaking awesome in this field really blown me away just because the job itself is already too cool and complex to be master at.

well,let's not proceed about my hot derek,maybe not today hi3~:p~

i'm having these neuro and topan cycles this month,and both i can say the toughest ones for this whole 4th year~huhuhu~and the fact that i just came back from 2 months holiday back in Malaysia made things really hard at the first two weeks here.it was a complete shock and fyi,im having the toughest professor who teaches my topan (he wrote our text book,fuh!~) and because of him,i'm turning into a geek version of mine.huhuk.

but,let's just skip topan,and focus on neuro~the truth is,since the very first time i got to know the surface of this subject, i never fond of it.it's way too complex to understand and my brain just cant process it no matter how many times i read about anything related to it. and the problem just goes the same way this year when i have it as a real subject of the semester.it's a challenge,and as i'm trying to change to be better,i promise myself not to leave this subject without full understanding of everything that i read.well,better said that i'll master you mr NEURO soon,just wait for it!hehehe! *ceh,smgt pulak*~

anyway,pray that i'm not going to get sick of reading books everyday,sincerely,i'm not someone who really loves books or anything related to it.